Luke M wrote:
It certainly is hard. And it is not getting any easier. I'm 22 for christ sake, i'm meant to be having a good time. Instead, I hate getting up in the morning. I hate this stupid, pointless, endless groove I am stuck in - in short, I don't feel I have the strength to go on giving all I've got only to have it thrown back at me every time and be the total waste of space and utter failure in life that I am at present.
I know exactly how you feel...........if I did not work I would certainly go insane. I did have a spell of not having work when I lived in a remote part of Germany..........I was hanging around,sleeping late,no structure to my day....and worse still no money in my back pocket......
I know it's weird,but I would still work even if I was loaded..............I have to get out,feed my brain and feel empowered.
So for what it's worth....yeah I understand that ' endless groove' bit....................