Hi All,
So I'm stuck in again this weekend, and wanted to rant about being ill.. and I was also wondering if anyone else recognised these sort of symptoms, because I'm properly worried (!)
So nearly four weeks ago I began to feel very ill in work, and the following day went to the docs, who told me i had tonsillitis. I had the usual symptoms of bad headache, neckache, swollen white covered tonsils. i took antibiotics for this, and the swelling of the tonsils generally cleared up.
However, for the past couple of weeks, I still haven't felt right. Firstly, my right tonsil returned to being very sore and swollen. This has only just (seemingly) begun to subside last weekend., however, my throat still looks quite red, and is particularly sore when I wake up.
My real concern is my neck, which is still in agony on one side, the same one the swollen tonsil was on, although over the past few days has started to feel like it's in both. There is one particular swelling just behind and between my ear lobe/jaw, which i presume is a gland, which is causing me a lot of worry. The pain seems to travel down into my neck muscles and the back of my neck, more recently my shoulders, and seems to radiate around on both sides. my neck doesn't look swollen particularly when i look in the mirror and the swollen bit doesn't look big, but it feels it.
I've been to a number of doctors/nurses, all of whom don't seem overly concerned. The nurse I saw yesterday told me that my neck glands aren't up, and that the lump I was referring to was part of my jaw muscles... (but if that was the case, why would one side be bigger than the other, sore, and seemingly causing pain mostly down the same side of my neck?) It is more pronounced if i open my mouth, it's easily visible then. she also checked my ears, she said they were fine, and that sometimes these ilnesses can take a while to leave your system.
I'm just really worried it's something bad now because it's been so long, I don't seem to have any energy, I've been back in work for 3 weeks, but I just don't feel my old self at all, all I want to do is sit there and stare into space. Anyone ever had anything like this? I thought it might be glandular fever, I read on the net that the symptoms for that can be anything from mild to severe, but I just don't know what to think anymore. I've hardly been out the house only to go to work for nearly a month, and I'm properly depressed. I'm only 24, what's the matter with me???
*sorry for the self pity by the way.. I'm taking solace in listenin to the Hawley collection, and watchin back to back Seinfeld box sets... just wanted to get all that off my chest, and if anyone does have any tips, i'd appreciate it. *